i hate this. i feel even more pathetic.. so triggered right now. i miss it so much. ugh.
I need to
Cut & purge. Cut & purge. Cut & purge. Cut & purge. Cut & purge. I’m disgusting. How could I have let it get this bad? Where did I go wrong? where did things start to fall apart..? This is so frustrating. I hate myself for this. but then again I have nobody to blame but myself.. I can’t break my promise.. I can’t.. I’ve been doing so well..
Imaging being able to say, "I used to be fat."...